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30th October 2010 [Called back to Home]

I'd just finished calling to my dad and popoh. My dad is so lovely, he has a cute tone of speaking and he told me not to call back if there's nothing as this will waste money. Called and chatted with my popoh for more than half an hour. There were many things to be shared. HAHA.

My cousin is having wedding tmr. So, my mum and sis are at Kangar right now. I tried to call my mum, but nobody picked up the call and my sis's number was busy. So, forget about it :D

It has been so many natural disasters recently. These two days, I was awoken by the strong wind blowing at the windows which produced scary sound and it was raining hard. It was horrible. "The end of the world is coming".
Oh ya, I had this topic with my popoh just now. She is so optimistic. She told me that we can't avoid those natural disasters from occuring. As not only we will die, but everyone in the world. So, we have to enjoy and appreciate every day that we have.

Love life. Live in the present :D
Everything is possible

24th October [tears drop]

I admit that I came back quite late yesterday night. I reached around 2250. But, it wasn't very late wad.
May be I was too tired, I woke up at 11 this morning. I didn't expect that my uncle will ask me what time I reached home for the previous night, and he murmured something that I couldn't listen clearly. Sounded like don't want me to get home so late. My aunt isn't in Singapore. And that makes my mood very very down.
I feel like nobody is beside me, I got to listen to those who are not very related to me. It would be better if I moved out and rented a room. Anyway, I can't do anything in fact.

'Wo sheng she' on the day before I came back to Singapore. Technically, I'll apply the medicine by my mum. My mum'd asked me to take the medicine with me, but I refused. I said I can apply the antiseptic cream that she's given me last time. Now, it isn't getting well and it's swollen.
My mood wasn't good today, I'm missing my family and thus I called back.
I tried to call my dad's cell phone but no-one was answering, so I called my mum's. When she picked up, her first question was asking me about my wound. T.T
At that moment, I started to sob. She keeps telling me I must get the medicine from the chinese pharmacy, why I didn't call at noon so that I can apply and get well earlier, the food that I should prevent, etc.
Although just a short talk, but it shows the mother's love to her children. The mother's tone of speaking that is concerned.

School's started tomorrow. I've to wake up at 6 and get to the bus stop at 630 to avoid myself from being late in 8am class.

Off to bed. Night~

22th Oct 2010 [boredom]

I founded lots of Vivaz theme from google. Last time, I thought of getting many beautiful themes, but I did it today :D

Frankly, I will immerse myself into work. This is the only way that I feel that I've got something to do and not doing nothing. Haha.

Recently, I read the notes on FB taking about horoscopes. I'd just impressed with that as what it said bout me is definitely true.

School is starting in 2 days time. When i saw the namelist of my class, I don't feel like going to school. Almost all of them are clever ones. How can I survive throughout the semester? T.T
Just hope that easy going with everyones and tutors. This semester is getting tougher, I'll try my best!!!

This afternoon, my lappy is delivered and returned by my side. I'll sayang you in these two years more. Hahaha

17th october 2010 [lonely]

I don't know why? I think I've become more and more emo. EMO is the word that I hate the most. As emo sounds negative and pessimistic. I don't want to be emo. But, don't know why I am like that.

I am glad with those who write in good English and nice wordings in their blogs. Different from mine which just wrote the things happened on me that seem nothing special. Hence, recently, my brain came out with lots of 'theories', they happened when I felt down, sad, lonely and empty. These are the symptoms of becoming emo =.=

My heart is aching~ I feel I've got no friends. Nobody could listen to me. Nobody knows what I need. I've nobody to split to. I'M DOWN~

Just hope that school is to be starting ASAP. So that I can 'ma zui' myself in works.