17th october 2010 [lonely]

I don't know why? I think I've become more and more emo. EMO is the word that I hate the most. As emo sounds negative and pessimistic. I don't want to be emo. But, don't know why I am like that.

I am glad with those who write in good English and nice wordings in their blogs. Different from mine which just wrote the things happened on me that seem nothing special. Hence, recently, my brain came out with lots of 'theories', they happened when I felt down, sad, lonely and empty. These are the symptoms of becoming emo =.=

My heart is aching~ I feel I've got no friends. Nobody could listen to me. Nobody knows what I need. I've nobody to split to. I'M DOWN~

Just hope that school is to be starting ASAP. So that I can 'ma zui' myself in works.