3rd August 2011 [stress]

I think I am too stressed recently. I was awaken in shock while I was having nap at yesterday afternoon. I woke up in sudden and saw the sky was so bright and thought I was going to be late to school. Then, I quickly checked the time on my phone. It showed 3:58. Without thinking, I was going to chiong to prepare myself as I thought that there must be something wrong with my phone. After that, I saw the windows in my room were opened and I realized I was wearing shorts and shirt that I normally wear to school. So, I continued to sleep until the alarm rang. OMG! What to do???

Recalled that I almost did the same dream before. In the dream, I was called up by one of my friend that I had "auditing 1" paper to take on that day. But, the situations were seemed to be mixed up. I couldn't remember. Well, I was driving my dad's car to send my aunt them to the airport to go to somewhere. Before that, they asked whether I wanna join them and whether I was able to reach school on time for my exam. I saw the time and accepted to accompany my dad. During that period, I saw the time was flowing second-by-second. And, in the end, I refused to look at the clock anymore. They took a very long time to finish their meals. After lunch, I drove off to the airport, but, out of sudden, my dad's stomach wasn't feeling well and went to toilet for a long time. It was damn long, then I got a call from my friend while waiting for him. She told me that the exam was about to start. I was stunned and depressed at tat moment... Then, end of story.

However, I admit that I am stressed, but, this is tooo exaggerate. Arghhhhh!!!! I wanna explode le!!! I wanna break!!! Wanna go home!!!